Foreword

Not being afraid of your shadow is the greatest challenge humans can give themselves. I'm talking about transmuting your shadow into light, thanks to the love you have for yourself. You have to learn to love yourself with your flaws so you can correct them.  We must take the time to isolate ourselves to heal the internal wounds we have accumulated in our wars. The internal wounds we accumulate are so big and hurt so much. It tears at our soul and spirit. Our emotional body is torn apart by never stopping to heal. so we start drinking or taking drugs to forget the suffering we've accumulated over the years. who will have the tenacity, courage and willpower to look in the mirror and discover that yes, you're dark, but in truth you're light too. All this happens through the heart chakra, which gives us unconditional love.  This love is the cosmic nourishment that will make you great men and women. This is the man or woman who will ultimately become in the image of God. Good luck to you all, and may this writing make you reflect on your lives, so that you too can mend your ways. Good healing to all.

Introduction

After working on myself, I realized that I'd been through hell on earth, and I'm now 51 years old. I found myself in a desperate situation, as I was constantly being attacked and vampirized energetically. I've come to understand that there are many different kinds of human beings.  This is simply due to beliefs and it needs people to make themselves a foundation. many crosses to be silver instead of believing in love, many crosses to be wolves instead of simply lambs who collectively work for each other in love. There are people who will make you suffer so that you can learn to rise from the horror that makes you suffer. Other humans are there to teach you karmic lessons.  Other humans who are there to be narcissists in your life. Of course if you haven't understood the person who was karmic in your life before.  I understood that I had to cleanse my inner traumas.  It was the only way to continue living on earth and not be in hell. Throughout my life I've learned to fight with my heart and never respond to violence. It's just that in my childhood I understood that I was much stronger than another person, both physically and mentally. So I had to learn to always respect myself so as never to fall into the madness of power. Once the devil thought he'd got me, despite all the dark marks he'd put on my body, I got back up. I always got back up because I knew that God's love and light were there to guide me on my way. I endured, and when the time was right I acted with my heart to put myself out of my misery.  It wasn't until I isolated myself after 10 months that I became a hermit, simply because I no longer wanted to be accused and attacked.   Of course, I have immense faith, which means I'm faithful to what God advises me to do. In truth, God advises and orders us neither, because we are free to make our own choices. but those who know how to listen will always find a way out. I confess that once, after isolating myself for 10 months. Each time I manifested a new life on new foundations.  I had to completely destroy my foundation in order to rebuild it again.  I woke up in bed one night in a crisis, because nothing happened. It was only then that I heard evil in its purest form. I heard where God is now, you're left alone with your blood you don't see. Then it was the moment when the cry of my soul was felt throughout the cosmos, a sadness such that I could no longer stand living here on earth.  I was convinced that God had never abandoned me, that this was the evil that was trying to tempt me. At that very moment I had a vision of Samael in demon form trying to speak to me. I demanded that he go back to where he came from because I didn't want to listen to him at all. I went to bed and the next morning I realized that this was a final test for me. I knew I was in the worst possible moment to be able to succeed in tempting me, but as I'm resilient and determined to change my life, I said no and back where you came from, I don't want to see you because I didn't summon you. Obey and don't bother me anymore.  My determination, my faith, my burial, my courage and the love I have for life made it possible for me to prevail.